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Lavender Hair: 21 Devotions for Women with Breast Cancer

Lavender Hair: 21 Devotions for Women with Breast Cancer

A happy heart is good medicine.

On October 8, 2015, Victoria Jackson was getting ready for her 45-minute stand up routine at Zanie’s Comedy Club in Nashville. But instead of enjoying the pre-show excitement, she was laying on the couch in the green room coughing nonstop, drinking tea with lemon and honey, and sucking on cough drops.

Vicki had many scary moments growing up: doing a back handspring on the four-inch balance beam; performing stand up comedy; auditioning for Saturday Night Live; and getting held up by a robber with a gun in a parking lot in downtown Los Angeles.

But being told she had cancer was her scariest moment. Join Vicki as she:

  • wonders why me? and if her lollipop addiction caused the cancer
  • writes a ukulele song in the MRI waiting room
  • undergoes a double mastectomy with secret messages written in permanent marker to her doctor on her chest and stomach
  • goes through chemotherapy, radiation, baldness, and lavender hair
  • discovers that Jesus is enough
  • performs at Zanie’s to a standing ovation nearly one year after her diagnosis

If you are one of the one-in-eight women who have been diagnosed with breast cancer, or if you know someone who has, this 21-day devotional is full of humor, insight, and comfort as you walk with God through this dark valley.

ISBN: 978-1-4245-5562-8
Page count: 144 pages
Retail price: $12.99

Is My Bow Too Big?


It’s not always the case that telling your own story is more truthful, or more personal, than having someone else tell it. We don’t always see ourselves accurately, and we tend to hide our own shame. Victoria Jackson’s Is My Bow Too Big? is a rare example of autobiography the way it could and should be — nuanced, intimate, poignant, and compelling.

Ever wonder: What’s it like working on Saturday Night Live? What’s it like to be a Baptist virgin hanging out at the Playboy mansion? What’s it like to be a conservative in Hollywood? How did Victoria Jackson go from being a limber “airhead” on SNL to the Tea Party Princess?

No one knows more about what it’s like to be Victoria Jackson in all the various roles she has played than Victoria Jackson herself. And in this book, Victoria doesn’t hold the reader at a safe distance. She doesn’t just tell you about her life … she invites you inside it.

ISBN: 978-1-4675-0256-6
Page count: 207 pages
Hardcover with Dust Jacket
Retail price: $24.95

About The Author

Born in 1959, Victoria Jackson grew up in a Bible-believing, piano-playing, TV-free home in Miami. Her father coached gym, and she became a talented gymnast, even acquiring a college scholarship to Furman University.

When Johnny Crawford (The Rifleman) met her at a summer stock production, he encouraged her to pursue acting and bought her a one-way ticket to Hollywood. For two years, she held odd jobs in the show-biz capital — as a cigarette girl, waitress, and even typist — until Johnny Carson noticed her stand-up routine and put her on The Tonight Show … twenty times. After that, she starred in many movies and TV shows, most notably six seasons on Saturday Night Live.


“I ABSOLUTELY LOVED YOUR BOOK! I am a breast cancer survivor as well and a Christian and this book says it all! I have found a kindred spirit in you. I currently work with breast cancer patients and we must promote faith instead of fear. Thank you for this book…”

“Diagnosed January 2018 with breast cancer at age 64. Started same chemo regiment as you after surgery… this has been a difficult journey. Your book is so refreshingly candid and your humor aligns with mine so much in your “feelings” and thoughts. Being poisoned is horrible! … your pictures help me to know I will get hair again someday and energy back. I’ve walked with the Lord for over 40 yrs. and I know He will never leave me nor forsake me. I’m hanging on but WOW! Your book helps.”

“The candid part of your book with marriage was showing we are all vulnerable! I love your honesty. “

“… it’s hard as a woman to have your husband see you like this. I’m a strong woman and confident in the Lord but when all of these drugs are in us and we have things cut off, our emotions can fail us! Insecurities make us want to push others away. Plus we don’t know if we are even going to make it and live to see another year! You give me hope for next year!!”

“The best of your book was for everything you shared openly about “stuff” you gave scripture to bring us back to the “truth”. Totally awesome.”

“You play this airhead on Saturday Night Live. I read a large part of your book and this book is really well-written. I don’t buy the airhead act. I don’t think that’s who you really are.” Alan Colmes, September 2012
“She’s Christian, she’s conservative, and she’s not afraid to go toe to toe with anyone holding a liberal point of view—from national talk-show hosts like Joy Behar and Alan Colmes to people on the street.” Tribune-Review, October 2012
“Former Saturday Night Live (SNL) cast-member Victoria Jackson isn’t shy about sharing her views on a plethora of social and political issues.” THE BLAZE, October 2012

“She is wafting, blondly, through her tiny Manhattan apartment, and there’s a hint in the air of one of the wacky songs she’s prone to write: You think you can label me, but don’t you dare, ’cause I am not a bimbo. She isn’t of course, not by a mile. But Victoria Jackson is a little airy. She’s also funny, direct … one of the most engaging bubbles of talent to effervesce on the revitalized SNL since Jon Lovitz first saw Morgan Fairchild naked.” People Magazine, 1988
“Comedian Victoria Jackson looks every inch the sweet, innocent ditz. But don’t let that fool you. She’s a smart, savvy, seasoned pro who honed her craft on SNL, then dropped off the fast track to hit the mommy track. She’s back, and better than ever, with a wealth of new material to add to her stand-up routine. She’s headlining four shows this weekend at Penguins Comedy Club and had the capacity crowd in the palm of her hand at last night’s premiere.” The Iowa Gazette, 2000
“But the best part of the series … is former Saturday Night Live cast member Victoria Jackson, who plays Mrs. Rogers, the family’s absent-minded but everlovable nanny. Jackson has a spirit that practically glides on its own and gives the series a sprightly quality that’s distinctive.” Hollywood Reporter, 2003
“Victoria Jackson’s book Is My Bow Too Big? … I’m going to read. I’m fascinated.” Howard Stern, October 2012
“My wife and I LOVED your book. Even more, we think the work you’ve done and the unshakable person you are, and what you’ve overcome, makes you one terrific AMERICAN. Our best wishes for you and family in all future endeavors.” Terry